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Hero Worship
by Amanuensis
Title: Hero Worship
Author: Amanuensis
Pairing: Harry/Creevey brothers
Rating: NC-17
Category: PWP
Warnings: Dub-con, unspecified student ages, dirty
sleazy porno talk
Summary: They wouldn't do it if he didn't like it.
A/N: Thanks to gmth for the beta.
Written for the Pornish Pixies Fantasy Fest Spring
2006, for this prompt of silvernighttwin's:
Harry/Creevey boys, hogwarts years. innocent naive harry dominated by
his obsessive fans. bottom Harry. light bondage/dp/toys/rim/ws welcome
humil encouraged. About 2200 words.
<HR>
Click.
"Fucking gorgeous."
Hero worship, Hermione had called it when the Creevey brothers began to
follow Harry about in tandem, as if that were neither a bad thing nor a
good. And Ron had laughed and said, who wouldn't mind a bit of that.
Click.
"A little bit more."
Now he doesn't know what either of them would call it, because he
doesn't dare tell them.
Click.
"Fuck, yeah, just a little bit more, Harry. Wider."
Colin, still dazzle-eyed but just subdued enough after the Basilisk
incident to have become only an occasional nuisance. That is, until his
brother Dennis came to Hogwarts, and proved to have been born without a
subdued cell in him.
Odd how the younger should have spurred on the older. Or maybe odd was
too bland a word.
It's hard for him to feel those kinds of subtleties when Colin has him
in a position like this, hands and knees, urging him to get his legs
farther apart so that Dennis can get his tongue in there good and
proper.
Click.
"Fantastic. Dennis, move a little. Your head's in the way."
"Mmmf. Don't want to stop."
"Come on, you want a shot of your tongue up that rosy arsehole of his
for a good look after, don't you? And I know Harry does. Shift a
bit."
He remembers:
Dennis, all solicitous: "But you're Harry Potter.
It's all right to enjoy being famous!"
And before Harry can protest that he doesn't enjoy it, that's not the
point, Colin chimes in: "Of course you don't want people to just gawp
at you like--like you're a fish in a bowl; you want people who care
about you for what you've done."
And it's a word of sense in the middle of all the Famous Harry Potter
madness, and it calms him. So when Colin puts his hand on Harry's
arm--and when did Colin grow bollocks big enough to do that,
exactly?--and says, "People like us. I've always cared about
you," all Harry can do is stammer and feel the heat
in his face.
And Dennis says, "You blush like a first-year!" That from someone three
years younger than Harry himself. "That's why we like you so well,
Harry--you're modest. You deserve good friends."
And they're both very near him; Dennis has a hand on Harry's arm too,
and Harry's thinking that they wouldn't touch him, no, he wouldn't let
them touch him, if they weren't friends, and they are all right,
actually, not so annoying as once, so, yes. Friends.
Click.
"Oh, that's brilliant. Harry, come on, open your legs more, you know
you like it best that way. Dennis is so fucking good with his tongue,
isn't he?"
"Harry, we bought you this."
"Harry, sit next to us."
"Harry, come with us."
"Harry, is it all right if I do this?"
"But I asked permission first, didn't I? I mean, it's not as if I
wouldn't stop if you said no." And Harry's protest that he
had said no is lost under Dennis's eager, "I would
stop, you know that. But if you like it, that's all right too;
honestly, Harry, it's not as if you're taking advantage of me. I
want to, really."
And the kiss on his cheek--kiss! From
Dennis!--is still throbbing like a brand when Dennis
finishes saying that and puts his hand on Harry's shoulder, barrelling
on: "I won't do anything you don't like, promise. You just have to tell
me so." And what he does next, with both of his hands, gets another no
from Harry, but he doesn't--he remembers this later, he didn't actually
push Dennis away; he just said no--and Dennis says, "You don't like
that? Really?" and does it again. "You're sure? It doesn't feel nice?"
And Harry starts to explain, and when the words don't begin with
no, there's Dennis speaking again: "Harry, really,
it's all right if it feels good. You don't have to be embarrassed,
honestly. I really, really like doing it to you."
He didn't push Dennis away. Why didn't he push Dennis away?
Because--obviously, it was obvious at the time, because Dennis had been
right. Hadn't he?
Click.
"Stop for a minute. Harry, reach back. Cup your balls in your hand and
pull on them. I'll get a picture of your arse while you're doing that;
you like that, don't you?"
"I'll come to your dormitory tonight. No, really, I've got the
silencing spell down perfect! It'll be great to be in a proper bed with
you, Harry, I can't wait."
"God, Harry, I really love tasting your cock. No, no, don't worry about
me--you don't have to if you're not comfortable yet. I told you I
didn't mind, never have."
"My dormitory at eleven, okay? Yeah, no, I was thinking: it makes sense
for you to come to mine. You've got the Invisibility Cloak, so, less
risk. Brilliant. Eleven, then."
"It's just Colin, Harry. He feels awful, being left out. He just wants
to watch. And maybe touch. He'll touch you; you don't have to do
anything to him if you don't want to. Yet."
Click.
"How about on your back now, Harry. Dennis, not yet; let me get some
shots of Harry like that. Open your legs again. Fuck, that's sexy. Play
with your prick some. Oh, yeah. Get it leaking; then Dennis can suck
you like a hoover, the way you like. Fuck, Harry. Yeah."
"Pretty, oh, so pretty, Harry. The way you arch like that! I'm going to
lick you again; you like that, don't you?"
"Look what we have tonight. It's a surprise! Just for you. We know you
like it when you don't have to worry about whether you should be doing
anything in return; no, honestly, Harry, we know. It's okay. See, this
way, you don't have to worry. It'll be fun. Give me your wrist. No,
give me. You'll like it. No, see, it's only my old tie; soft, you can
get out of it if you really want. Just a slip knot. Just try it. You'll
love it. You can give up all that control, won't have anything to
question yourself with, you know? It just holds you back from enjoying
yourself, you know it does. See? You can get out of it if you change
your mind. Or just ask us, you know we will!...There, that's nice,
isn't it? Look at you, arms all spread out. Oh, you're beautiful. Too
tight? Well, it has to be a little tight, or else you can't imagine
yourself helpless, could you? You'll be able to get out of it still. If
you really want. Now the ankles. Here, I'll use your tie, Harry, I
think we're short one; that's okay, right?"
"You like it so much when you're helpless...I think...I think what I'm
going to do, while you're tied like this, Harry, I'm going to crouch
over your face and let my balls go in your mouth; you'll take them in
your mouth and suck them, won't you? You'll like that, yes? Open...Lick
them a little...Oh, you're so good...So good...love you so much..."
"No, of course the silencing spell is in place, that's not why at all;
we just want to see if you like it more when you know all you can do is
moan to your heart's content, don't have to worry about saying
anything. Yes, of course we'll be able to tell if you mean no! We can
tell when you're not enjoying it. Even if you're gagged, promise. You
always do enjoy it, so of course we could tell if you suddenly weren't!
Don't you know us by now, Harry?"
"Aren't you glad, aren't you glad we tried this. You're so hard. Told
you you would love it."
Click.
"Get one of me licking his nipple like this. Harry, fuck, I love
hearing you groan like that. Pity the pictures don't have sound. I'll
take some of the two of you after, Harry, you like that?"
"You're not as good with the camera as I am."
"Fuck that, you still like looking at yourself in 'em. And Harry likes
seeing the pictures of the two of you; you wouldn't deprive him of
that, would you, Colin?"
"Harry, I'm sorry, don't be angry, I didn't mean to touch you like that
in the Great Hall, it was just an impulse; no one saw! And if they did,
it just looked like a hug, that's all. Between friends. Yes. Yes, okay.
All right, blokes don't hug like that. And I know we could get in
trouble since we're students. Yes, I get it, Harry. It won't happen
again. Promise. But don't be angry with me like
that, it hurts me. Makes me feel like you're ashamed of me. Ashamed of
us. No. No, I know you're not ashamed. It's just about us getting in
trouble. You're right. I'm sorry. No, it's okay, you don't have to
apologize."
"It's from Zonko's. Don't think it's quite what they had in mind, but
we'll put it to better use, won't we? Don't worry, Harry, I'll try it
first. There, see--oh, fuck, you two, it feels incredible. Like I could
wank for ages and still stay hard. I bet you'll come like a firework
after having this on for a couple hours, Harry! Go on, try it. No, come
on, you can see, it didn't hurt me. No, I want you to have a go at
keeping it on first, really, we both do. Really. That's it. Isn't that
fantastic? No, don't touch. Here, let me tie your hands behind you so
you can get the full effect. Let Dennis take you in his mouth. You like
it when he does that. Like it turns you on that you can't grab his
hair, can't slow him, all you can do is feel. That's good, Harry. We
like to drive you mad with it. Dennis, I think we should move that
thing so it's around his balls too, you think?"
"Harry...Harry, fuck, I'm going to come, oh, fuck, Colin--come on, we
can both get in, you're almost there, do it before I come, Harry wants
us both inside him, he does--"
"Harder. Spank him harder. You should see your arse, Harry. So red. And
your cock, mmm, stiffer than it's ever been. Knew you'd love this. Oh,
look at you, trying to push your cock harder into my hand. No, you know
you don't want to come yet. You should see how your arse jumps when
it's spanked. Know what? You can. I'll be right back. Going to fetch my
camera. No, really, Harry, it'll be all right. Just so you can see.
Just for us. You'll love it. So we can watch them after; you can see
what you look like. Get you hot all over again, watching. Mmm. Get you
hot while it's happening. Camera right there, taking pictures of your
red arse while it's spanked. Sounds brilliant, doesn't it? Yeah, look
at you, cock rock-hard and I'm only talking about it. Imagine while
it's happening. Only for us, promise. No one else will see them."
Click.
"That's beautiful. Just the two of you kissing like that. Let me see
your tongues touching. Dennis, let him kiss you gently. Oh, yes, more
of that, Harry. Sod the camera; kiss me like that too,
Harry?"
They love him. They're right; Harry's reduced to a helpless sexual haze
when he's with them. And if he didn't like it, he'd tell them. That's
all he had to do: not like it. And tell them. They'd stop.
"It's all right to like it, Harry. Nothing to be ashamed of."
Except.
Except, shouldn't he feel something for them when they're not in bed?
When he's not buried to the root in Colin's mouth, when Dennis's clever
tongue isn't reaming him out, when he's not tied to the bed under the
onslaught of fingers and mouths and interesting little toys and the
wicked eye of that camera? Shouldn't he be eager to bring them to
screaming climax, not just thinking yes, your turn, I suppose
that's only fair?
Shouldn't the kisses be something more than thank you for the
orgasm, it was...great?
Maybe there's something wrong with him.
Click.
"I'll have these developed by tomorrow night. You're going to love
them, Harry. Got some brilliant shots of your face all covered in
Dennis's spunk. That gets you so hot, doesn't it. We can watch it over
and over. Touch you while you're watching it. Maybe tie your wrists to
your ankles and watch your cock waving in the air, see how hard it gets
while you look at yourself getting that faceful. Get you begging to
come, finger-fuck your arse until you do."
He's stupid. Being a bloody girl. They fuck. It's
fantastic. What is he going to do--tell them to bugger off, just
because he thinks something's missing, because he can't shake the
feeling there's something not quite right?
And besides...he's not sure he knows where Colin keeps
all of those pictures.
-fin
Meta:
An element I noted I was using in this story is the frequent
repetition, in dialogue, of Harry's name. Now, ordinarily that's not an
element; I think of it as an error, usually. Writers do it too
frequently until they learn not to. They feel the need to identify the
speakers every so often, or they like the power of having one speaker
call the other by name. Problem is, no one speaks like that as a rule.
You may spend an entire day with a person and rarely ever say their
name aloud in the conversation. I've tried, more recently, to write
dialogue without the characters throwing around each other's names at
all--the default being never, and each such use looked at with a
heavily critical eye.
In this particular story, though, it was an element. Notice that Harry
gets not one word of spoken dialogue; only the Creeveys do. The longer
paragraphs of spoken text are all run-on, all dialogue-fueled
descriptions of what they're doing to Harry, and are meant to show how
they just run roughshod over his protests, how they twist everything so
that Harry's objections hit a wall and the brothers can feed him their
specious logic and carry him onward. Their repetition of Harry's name
rings of Now, now, Harry--a soothing, calming litany
where his name is reassurance, the verbal petting of a skittish animal.
This was one of those stories where I tapped into my own existing
fantasies. God, do I have this one. All the time.
Not as Harry/Creevey brothers, mind; that was how silvernighttwin
wanted it tailored, though, and I was happy
to use his/her vision of the characters to get my own fantasy into
text. My own version of this is femmeslash. And, I could have gone on
longer with this story, believe me. Thing is, I wanted to keep
something of it back for two reasons: 1) There's a strong likelihood
I'll want to write something similar as original erotica at some point,
and 2) Once I write out a private fantasy too completely, it can send
the fantasy in my head to the Dead Fantasy Office, which is not too
tragic if it makes room for new ones, but seems a pity for one that's
so very tried and true, which I'm sure you'll understand.
Despoiling Harry
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